FreakingWise
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Well, i've known my girl online for a year and half, we talked for 10 hours everyday, if not chatting then calling and msging, we loved each other much to the point that made me thinking this girl wont ever look someone's else way, whatever he was, all i was thinking is that she dreams of me and wants to marry me and wont accept all those guys around her because of me....<br />
So, we met at last, that was 2 months ago in a perfect date, we loved each other even more, kissed and made out and exchanged gifts... etc. From that date on she was telling me oh babe how would i meet or think about anyone other than u for my entire life!! she said that because a guy came to marry her, she refused him...<br />
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A month later, a new guy came into the scene, her parents were so much excited about him, as i thought he was perfect for her as well. One day she said to me now im graduated, i cant refuse more guys, u must harry up, my parents wont let me alone...<br />
A week after she said look, this perfect guy, i'll meet him, if he was good to me i'll marry him!!! u cant keep deciding for me whom i want to live with and i dont, thats my own decision!! i heard that and got mad, i began to think she is going crazy, next days i knew the guy is coming, i went to his workplace and called her asking about his full name, she started to beg, no plz u gonna ruin my life! u gonna destroy me! dont talk to him, i'll deal with it myself, i'll get rid of him!! i believed her and returned back home that day...<br />
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Then i was waiting, hour after hour, wondering whats going on with her, at the end of that day, at 12 am she msg'ed me saying Oh, im so sorry, im engaged to that guy!! we are perfect for each other!!!!<br />
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When i read that, i tore my clothes, shouted and cried, she did it, she talked to me that day saying that her father forced her to get engaged to that guy, and that was not her choice, said i'll stay her friend and bla bla...<br />
I kept like that for a couple of days, felt like hell and wanted to die, she called again i was at hospital and taking psychological treatment, my friends told her that, she told one of them that she wants to talk to me next day... that friend tried to talk to her on the next day, and guess what, her mobile phone line what out of service completely! she waited me on IM that day, she said i wanna say 2 words to u, i never loved u, my new guy no one forced me to be engaged to him, i knew him before and loved him, but i wasnt into our relationship from the beginning, and i was just feeling sympathy for u so i didnt tell u about my new guy nor that i didnt love u that much... she said that fast and went away forever....<br />
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I called her father for the first time, he told me its too late, and i never forced her to do anything, that was her choice, she loved the guy and i dont know anything about u, so forget about it... today she called mom and shouted at her saying get ur son away from me or my new husband will find him and put him in prison! then ended the call...<br />
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Well, i know that is one long long story, its even longer, to link all that to my question, she told me once that her guy is 27 yo, (me 20 her 21), he built his own life and no one helped him, and makes $$$ a month, thus he gives me the feel of a real man beside of me unlike u!<br />
so, she fall in love with him for these things??? why wouldnt i ever look at another girl because she was richer or more beautiful than her??? why was she the only one to select and do the thing she felt that it will fulfill her desires?? is that age gap she looked for really that much important for women??? when she was saying i will live with u in a cave, i dont care about money, she was lying??<br />
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but ppl, that was a pure love! how come... !<br />
now they are married so fast, they will have sex, at that point i just want to die...<br />
I'm thinking about revenge, if her husband knew anything about what we were doing or all that we were in, with evidence, he would break up with her immediately, this way she will lose everything, the guy she left me for wont stay with her... isnt that better, or a bit of a great punishment for what did to me??<br />
So, we met at last, that was 2 months ago in a perfect date, we loved each other even more, kissed and made out and exchanged gifts... etc. From that date on she was telling me oh babe how would i meet or think about anyone other than u for my entire life!! she said that because a guy came to marry her, she refused him...<br />
<br />
A month later, a new guy came into the scene, her parents were so much excited about him, as i thought he was perfect for her as well. One day she said to me now im graduated, i cant refuse more guys, u must harry up, my parents wont let me alone...<br />
A week after she said look, this perfect guy, i'll meet him, if he was good to me i'll marry him!!! u cant keep deciding for me whom i want to live with and i dont, thats my own decision!! i heard that and got mad, i began to think she is going crazy, next days i knew the guy is coming, i went to his workplace and called her asking about his full name, she started to beg, no plz u gonna ruin my life! u gonna destroy me! dont talk to him, i'll deal with it myself, i'll get rid of him!! i believed her and returned back home that day...<br />
<br />
Then i was waiting, hour after hour, wondering whats going on with her, at the end of that day, at 12 am she msg'ed me saying Oh, im so sorry, im engaged to that guy!! we are perfect for each other!!!!<br />
<br />
When i read that, i tore my clothes, shouted and cried, she did it, she talked to me that day saying that her father forced her to get engaged to that guy, and that was not her choice, said i'll stay her friend and bla bla...<br />
I kept like that for a couple of days, felt like hell and wanted to die, she called again i was at hospital and taking psychological treatment, my friends told her that, she told one of them that she wants to talk to me next day... that friend tried to talk to her on the next day, and guess what, her mobile phone line what out of service completely! she waited me on IM that day, she said i wanna say 2 words to u, i never loved u, my new guy no one forced me to be engaged to him, i knew him before and loved him, but i wasnt into our relationship from the beginning, and i was just feeling sympathy for u so i didnt tell u about my new guy nor that i didnt love u that much... she said that fast and went away forever....<br />
<br />
I called her father for the first time, he told me its too late, and i never forced her to do anything, that was her choice, she loved the guy and i dont know anything about u, so forget about it... today she called mom and shouted at her saying get ur son away from me or my new husband will find him and put him in prison! then ended the call...<br />
<br />
Well, i know that is one long long story, its even longer, to link all that to my question, she told me once that her guy is 27 yo, (me 20 her 21), he built his own life and no one helped him, and makes $$$ a month, thus he gives me the feel of a real man beside of me unlike u!<br />
so, she fall in love with him for these things??? why wouldnt i ever look at another girl because she was richer or more beautiful than her??? why was she the only one to select and do the thing she felt that it will fulfill her desires?? is that age gap she looked for really that much important for women??? when she was saying i will live with u in a cave, i dont care about money, she was lying??<br />
<br />
but ppl, that was a pure love! how come... !<br />
now they are married so fast, they will have sex, at that point i just want to die...<br />
I'm thinking about revenge, if her husband knew anything about what we were doing or all that we were in, with evidence, he would break up with her immediately, this way she will lose everything, the guy she left me for wont stay with her... isnt that better, or a bit of a great punishment for what did to me??<br />